im afraid

That everything we are is everything we ever were and before i know it this love light will burn out just like hers.
i dont think i can take it, no i really dont.
im afraid, not jealous.
hoping for the best just hopin nothing happens.
im not as strong
and every day this weight lays heavy on me.
i want out.
i want something better.
and no matter what
i get the good with the bad
the bad always seems to out weight the rest
how will i ever digg myself out of this sunken chest.
i am afraid
i am afraid you wont look at me the same
when you see,
see that .my smile has changed
its a piece of work ive learned to display.
im fine but im afraid.
i Have nothing to say
we wont say it, weve changed.
youre not mine
you dont even see me.