Lately ive felt very antisocial and Ive tried really hard to not give in to it. Ive talked but it doesnt make a difference but after last night i feel a little better then i have been. its nice to have someone say something different then im sorry i wish i could help. even if its just that they believe in me.
i look forward to everyday to come, every moment I have yet to unwravel
even if i will always miss the old ones in the distance.
if its meant to be it will be.
nothing worth having comes easy, yes.
I spent today walking in my past, that is the best way to discribe it, that is how i feel when im with jesse, lyndz or lizz, or its like they are visiting a future version of me. we havent seen eachother in so long, but everything still comes easy, i just dont feel the same and as much as ive missed them a part of me just wants to put a lid on that time in my life where they all played bigger roles.
Ive been saying for a while id like to have my future but with parts of my past intertwined still in it and that is exactly what ive gotten lately. my past and present mixing.
even though what im getting isnt exactly what i want i know its enough.
i think with my heart, i follow my head.
times are changing.
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