March madness.

Well march is half way over now, its technicly lover 11 months today even though I havent been to bed tonight, I have a feeling I wont be getting much sleep but I really need to fix my sleeping habbits, and now that Ive got my ssc I am going to start trying to get a job, because like it or not I need one to stay out here, and also it would help giving me something to do and hopefully a bit with the social life. Jesse is coming here for spring break and I am very excited about that, I feel so special.
I have been pretty upbeat about being out here, but sometimes I get overly lonely to the point I want to blow my brains out. i am not one that does well on my own for extended periods of time.

I have been talking to amanda again for the first time in over a year, and that makes me smile.

Lucky to have been where I have been, I wish we were there now. you will you will you will, lucky Im in love with my best friend.