grr.

I guess it is normal to feel this way but, what I really want to know is why? exactly I feel this way?
I want to detach this bullshit from my life, and that seems rather impossible without giving up to much.
And I know I could do that, but would it be worth it?
would I really be better off?
I dont know why it erks me, and I laugh about it, but it bothers me most.