Well I am here now. I dont really know what to say about it, everything is still new and I'm not really sure how these new experiences are affecting me. Everyone is so nice here, that is one thing that I can say, and the weather is a breath of fresh air compared to back home where shit piles of snow is being dumped.
Jesse was right with what she said, " it will feel like a vacation at first" and it does I feel like I am here visiting kaela and at some point I am going to pack my shit and leave until the next time at some point in our futures we can meet again, but no, this is it, this is always, we will see.
Everything isnt as peachy as I am making it sound right now, and I know with in the next week or so it is going to start getting hard, but right now I am trying not to think of the grown up stuff and just be here.
I have had a lot on my mind, and I havent been writing any of it down and I havent really said anything either, I havent been ready to share so I have kept all of my thoughts behind my teeth. I'm not sure how I feel about somethings, or why other things make me feel the way they do, but I can only live moment to moment and day to day, We will worry about tomorrow when it gets here.
I miss a lot of things about Michigan, but I know it will not be hard for me to fall in love with this place.
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