Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Life goes on

" days went by like paper in the wind, everything changed, then changed again, its hard to find a friend its hardd to find a friend."


im not sure exactly what that lyric quote means to me but Ive been repeating it to myself over and over a lot lately.
Ive been feeling a lot and keeping even more to myself.
I have nothing to say.

My boss always says things about how quiet i am, and that you have to watch out for the quiet ones cause they tend to sneak up on you. and I am a quiet one. I believe that every second of life doesnt need to be filled with a voice or a sound, just being is enough, and i observe that from evey angle all day long trying to figure out this human race, why some of them wear there pants up to there titis and others have those perfect kind of dimples that show through there scruff.

There are so many things to take in? so many things to feel, Im not sure i feel any of them deep enough. I was thinking about that today, ive been closed and defensive for so long now, that is all I feel, I dont let that boys smile melt my heart or that ladys pantts make me laugh, cause these are things i see everyday, maybe i have taken them for granted focusing on one thing,
the one thing that is about to happen. what will i focus on next , how will i feel?

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