swing swing

Swing swing swing, feels like Ive been doing a lot of that the past few months, something falls through I latch on to something else, I call this getting by. i dont like the unstability of it. I dont like having a place to sleep but still technically being homeless. i hate that if i miss another day of work i will be out a job even though my boss tells me im doing really good there. " the future is near but never certain" yes.
Kaela has been making me blush so much lately, I cant wait to see her.
I've been talking to jesse loads, the other day she invited me to hangout and I seriously feel giddy and nervous as a school girl about it. ahhhh its odd cause of everything that happened but at the same time its amazing how it doesnt matter not and we can talk like we used to, i just wonder if it will feel the same to me, i guess we will know when I see her if we have both changed too much and wanting the past just isnt good enough.

its the weeeeeekend; lets have fun.