I'm not naive enough not to know that there isnt bad in the world, but nonetheless i know there is good in it as well. I'm not open minded enough to see the good or beauty in everyone but i still think everyone has something to offer, a role to play. I believe in second chances but I dont give them out. I dont believe anything that happens is not fair, sometimes I will say its not out of human habit but I believe more then anything what is meant to be will be, everything happens for a reason. I have felt the drastic changes over the years in myself but it still seems to me that people will never change. I want to relive my past with my futures differences.
I've got a one track mind that is aways a consistanly double standard but still somehow all of these things work for me.
Tell me what it feels like to be so sure of yourself?
Well honestly I'm not even a little for not even a second.
Lately I seriously walk around feeling everything, happy, thankful,warm, sad, and miserable.
Sometimes when the room is quiet I can feel my insides screaming out for something I'm not sure of because the fact of the matter is I've been trying to ignore it long enough to get through a few more weeks.
Life seems to be held together by a fragile little thread for me and I am all to aware at every sharp object that circles it.
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