I have been sickly, but i think im getting better, at least I hope! today has seemed really long and this morning feels like days ago probably a lot to do with the nothingness i filled my day with, after all christmas is just another day if you dont celebrate it and jesus well he was just another boy born on this day if you dont believe in him either.
I spent the day sleeping a lot but gave up on it after my phone wouldnt stop going off, and then i guess i just spent the day reading and talking to kaela and jesse a lot.
Tonight i am totally stoked and smiley now that christmas is over which means after the two days that follow i will be with a cute doctor lover girl pengiun hehehe, i cant wait.
I cant really think of words to express how that makes me feel, like i could scream? like i could run? NO! my doctor wouldnt approve.
ive got about a month and a half left before im suppose to move and i can only hope that things start feeling like theyve got meaning and a point in doing them.
one last thing, i dont like christmas and i dont like new years for the simple facts, my family is stupid and i have a hard time parting with my years. for some people new years fills them with hope and renews something in them, but for me it just kills something and implodes it inside of my stomach and makes me feel all to singular.
life seems to short when you restart every 365 days.
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