You make it hard to smile because you make it hard to breathe, why do you do this to me?

Today is offically my last day of having internets. All I can do now is work and save and get by until I can move out to NM. The other day was lover six months. It has gone by to fast I think, but at the same time it seems like I have known her so much longer.

She is so beautiful and I am so lucky to have her in my life.

I know I said I would probably post a few blogs the other day and I didnt because I decided to do other things like dating sarah and then finally getting to talk to anna a bit and then the rest of the night dating with kaela kins.
these are some of the photos I took.




I have a lot on my mind that I am not really ready to share yet. Maybe once I am at my moms and I camn think clearer I will type something worth something.
I am not going to miss living here, I'm only going to miss talking to kaela, emily, anna, sarah, and kody, plus the occasional other people. Hopefully I will get lucky enough to get another job soon, that would make me feel so great, you have no idea.