Monday, July 27, 2009

The post that wasnt.

So I wasnt going to write anything today because nothing happened its been a really horribly boring day, and tomorrow I am heading out on my way to cali for a week and I'm excited to go. I'm excited to get back, but right now I am sitting here and staring at my phone NOT texting my lover even though right now I REALLY want to, but I really need to stop texting so much or I'ma get in a lotta trouble. So I will have to wait till tomorrow evening to call her.

Right now im in a some what somberish mood.
Right now I feel like I have really come to a cross road in my life.
Or if I'm not there I see the intersection coming a head.
I'm just really tired of holding on to things that are gone. Things change people really dont. I'm tired of friends that are never around expecting me to still claim my loyaltys to them. When I really just need to cut ties with all of the baggage I have.
I'm looking forward to starting over with new unfamiliar things, but still the old familar faces and things that I love.
This is going to be good for me.

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