it rhymes but makes no sense

Lately im at odds, i feel so unbalenced/ situations riding on a teeder todder/its like im being showed up by midgets with there tall talents/and ive got tall tales/I've swam in the ocean so I've swam with whales, and sharks, rotting ship junk and boddies of bones/ Theres always someone better and theres always some one worse/ but i dont seem to be noticed and its the only bit that hurts/ Its doing your job and taking home your work/ its dreaming of this shit, its a hypocrite in church/its holding on to something that had no problem leaving you behind just so youll be waiting when they come back into your life/They say time is telling and all will be revealed/but theres no answer to the question or words for how i feel/Im a stranger in my own skin/ the things i want cease to co exist/ i dont want my past to be my present but id like partsof what it was to be apart of it/I'm buying my time but the time I'm keeping track of is paying me/ Im getting out of this town/ i want to be better keep happiness more efficiently/i must be doing something wrong its obvious the problems me/ i dont know how to change this robots default setting/